"My spirit shakes with terror; how long, O Lord, how long?"(Psalm 6:3)
Yesterday was an emotional roller coaster of a day. We had such a great Easter Day at Church and yesteray all of our children and my parentsjoined us to spend time together in over a year. But yesterday morning Gail and I headed to the Breast Center for a biopsy to a large mass that was obvious to the touch and clearly shown on a mammogram.
At this point we know nothing beyond that. While the biopsy will eventually tell us something you don't get immediate results, and lumps in breasts are sometimes not a good sign. I know that I need to be patient and wait. To not play "what if" games in my mind. But there is a part of me that is a tad terrified, though my shaking is not physically obvious. I don't know how long we'll have to wait for the results, but I hope it is not to long. Because as Tom Petty once sang "the waiting is the hardest part."
Blessings,
Ed
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